The saddest day of my life and the lessons learned kenmar

site rencontre jeunes montreal How does loss feel for me as I enter the two year mark of the saddest day of my life – May 7th; well here are 10 things that I have discovered:

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9. That I should have had more date nights, instead of complaining about all the reasons that we couldn’t.

10. That when we meet again, I will make sure he knows how much I have always loved him. But this time he will know just by looking into my eyes. No words will be required on my part. I too have learned that action speaks so much louder than words.

One Response to “The saddest day of my life and the lessons learned

  • sorry for your loss, continue to cherish the time now with your other loved ones everyday

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